& I'll always hold you close, always.
- me: like seriously when he sings "but I know God made another one of me to love you better than I ever will" in UNI, I JUST DIE
- friend: LOOOL ANY LINE ..I DIE
- me: lmfao he can say one word, FAINTS
- friend: he can look at me, id die
- me: even him unackowledging my existence, I'm on the floor having a seizure
- friend: LMAO SEES A PIC OF HIM EUGH! my heart crumples
- me: HIS EXISTENCE IS JUST MY KRYPTONITE OKAY
they just capture me every time
Like come on Ed, I’m turning 19 on Saturday.. why couldn’t you have your show around then so I can go? :’(
I will be taking advantage of turning 19 by going to every 19+ show I possibly can! Don’t even care about being able to legally drink haha
It’s always sad when the concerts you actually want to go to are 19+ & your birthday is in September, so you couldn’t go to 9 months worth of great concerts.
Like really Ed Sheeran, you couldn’t wait 5 days for me? :’( Or at least make it all ages?
Then I start thinking about how weird it’s gonna be to finally be able to go to 19+ concerts after September.
Then I start thinking about how I’m not gonna be a teen anymore when my next birthday comes..
TIME SLOW DOWN PLEASE. I’M NOT IN ADULT MINDSET YET.
& I don’t get waves of missing you anymore, they’re more like tsunami tides in my eyes
Never getting dry, so I get high, smoke in the day then I sleep with the light on
Weeks pass in the blink of an eye & I’m still drunk by the end of the night
I don’t drink like everybody else
End up forgetting things about myself
I’m stubborn, I’m forward, heads just blocked
My head’s still with you, but my heart’s just not
So am I close to you anymore now it’s over?
& there’s no chance that we’ll work it out
That’s why you & I ended over U N I
& I said that’s fine, but you’re the only one that knows I lied
U.N.I. - Ed Sheeran



